HELLOAGAIN

In loud and blaring tones

That are too loud to ignore

Or too obscure to forget

Really, truly forget

Your attention swells and sticks at the one thing you cannot escape,

the world around you

The passing people and the fading thoughts become cumulative between endless minds

Did you hear? A man froze to death in the snow.

The snow that you made.

Do you feel bad?

Do you feel guilt?

Do you feel his warmth supersede this world?

Do you feel him here?

This is all your fault, Carey.

You have become central to this universe

You are the only thinking thing

Yes, you

You and their thoughts all taste the same

Imagining love and success and succinct relationships between each and every one who catches your eye

People, mobile, directioned, walk and do not pay you any heed

You are gone to them

And now they are all away

Oh, Carey

Hello Again
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This isn’t okay this isn’t okay



I feel trapped in a hall of mirrors, I feel. Oh my god i don’t know how i feel. How many cigs do I have left?



Am I alone here? What happened to that man?



I just keep seeing my reflection in everything. Nothing is moving any more. Everything is still here.
I need to find life, I need to find another source of life.
Where’s my lighter?



Who knew the apocalypse could be so callous. All the bad things are supposed to happen to somebody else, you know?



How do you summon an angel — how do you like,
conjure a messenger of god? What’s the protocol to summon somebody like me? <
How do you share the death of the universe with somebody else?











The people who catch your attention are people who you need to know.

People you want to stop and become part of their lives.

People who are your people, and yet you are only you.

An indiviudal.

Still, you are us.

Are you not comfortable here?

Here, where all things are transitory

you are static while all these things are in discord.

Don’t hold onto anything

Or else we will have to have

this conversation again.

Will you agree with us, Carey?

Come on. Get a grip.

Every soul is the same soul.

Every heart is the same heart.



You just don’t know how to grieve.







Stop crying,

CAREY

it will only make your face wet.






























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This world is existing in temporal images







Feelings





Vibes



Moments



Not stories



How do you speak when everything is moving from one major, irreversible event, to the next



Each event moving closer to the last



Breathing and swirling and sinking deeper and deeper into a depression



A liminal closure



We’re not going to be needed any more







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Is that it?



Do i have to move to keep this universe moving?











I hate this stupid game


































































You have made the choice to be hurt like this

We make to make to make to make each word refracts.

You chose to be misunderstood, you let yourself misunderstand the world within you

And endless refraction of self-loathing

Whose fault is it, Carey?

What do you smell like now
What did living teach you
What will relinquishing get you
What will love let you be

YOUARELIKEUS TOOLIKEUS



Do you know why we let you feel like this?

Because the flavours you taste, we tasted.
We will live through your body, we will live through your mind, we will live through all of the senses that you inhabit, and it will be so delicious
We know how good it feels to taste the world. CAREY
The world is ours, but you are the life given to us
Come back to us. You know you want to

Do you know how you made it all possible

You stupid and sweet little thing.

You’re all ours

It doesn’t matter where you go

We will not hurt you when you come back to us

We would never hurt you. We love you.

What do you like?

Soft cooking on warm mornings? The smell of the ocean on summer evenings? The salt in the air, the wind cool but the air

hey man who the fuck are you and also please shut the fuck up

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head hurt

what the fuck has happened to me

WE HAVE SEPARATED YOUR BODY FROM YOUR SOUL CAREY
YOUR SOUL IS SAFE WITH US
YOU ARE HOME WITH US